Thursday, May 19, 2022

A Whirlpool of Emotions...


Sometimes I wonder -
Like, really wonder —
Within the confines of my intellect
Take a deep dive into the intricacies of my brain 
And wonder what really goes wrong
Why am I the way I am
And behave the way i do
What really went wrong!
That is to say if really things, really went awry!
I swim in this mighty mind's ocean
And trust me I find many answers not one
And not one does justice to the complex complexity our brain is!
And yet as I dig deep and try to unravel the mysteries of my brain —
You know what might really happen
I might learn to live 
Ever so erringly 
And ever so beautifully
In this world, which is —
So wrong and so right
All at once!
And to top it all - beautiful in every which way!
I am not perfect, the world is not perfect
Which makes it the epitome of imperfect perfection!
My heart swells with emotion, my mind reels with pride 
On being born - on being bestowed this ever so wonderful gift called life!
And as long as I decipher or mystify this puzzle even more!
I don't really care!
I make an attempt to ever so wholeheartedly live!
And I know like we always do —
we all make this life — the most joyous gift — the most worthy of all 
that's bright and beautiful 
in this whole wide world!

Learnings...

Dancing, singing, writing, and playing, respectively...  (In collage and life, in general) The past few months have witnessed my...